24小時?多D得唔得?

這陣子朝九晚六，努力工作；放工七至十一，努力排戲。

只係, 呢兩件事(做野同做戲)都唔可以一味得個做字，而係要時間去思考同摸索。偏偏六勞碌完一day，經已疲累非常。回到家，就想睡...連同V先生傾計既時間都無...幸而尚可偷得浮生，兩支公走去聽concert :) 話時話，o係呢段咁死忙既日子，竟然仲有時間睇左7場show!!!等我佩服下自己先!!!

今個星期尾就on show了，無乜好大期望，不過都有唔少第一次。發夢都無諗過做編劇，竟然寫o左個劇本，仲比呀導演大哥問我有無興趣之後幫佢地套劇將o的idea寫成劇本(咁當然只係幫佢地將d野寫成script，對白呀場面調導呀當然係subject to change)...

仲有，我個造型都幾"cute"架..........

仲有係，我同brenda識jor咁多年，終於有機會同台演戲! (kakakaka)

唉。好累了。番房hup一hup，等V先生打黎叫醒我先~

Films I've watched!

Copied from Janice, all about films...

UPPOSEDLY if you’ve seen over 85 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you’ve seen. There are 239 films on this list. Copy this list, go to your own facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put x’s next to the films you’ve seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun.

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Grease
( ) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man’s Chest
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane

Total: 1

( ) The Princess Bride
( ) AnchorMan
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Labyrinth
(x) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
( ) Anger Management
( ) 50 First Dates
( ) The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement

Total so far: 2

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp

Total so far: 5

( ) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
( ) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
( ) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch

Total so far: 8

(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) Signs
( ) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
( ) 13 Going on 30
( ) I, Robot
( ) Robots

Total so far: 9

( ) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
( ) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
( ) KING KONG - only the original

Total so far:9

(x) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
( ) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
( ) Flubber

Total so far: 11

( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
( ) Hellboy
( ) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards

Total so far: 11

( ) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child’s Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
( ) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(12) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask

Total so far: 12

( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Slevin
( ) Ocean’s Eleven
(x) Ocean’s Twelve
( ) Bourne Identity
( ) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
( ) Ice Age
( ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George

Total so far: 13

( ) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Bosses Daughter
( ) Maid in Manhattan
( ) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
() Rush Hour 2

Total so far: 13

( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She’s All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
( ) The Terminator
( ) The Terminator 2
( ) The Terminator 3

Total so far: 15

( ) X-Men
( ) X-2
( ) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x)The Little Mermaid
( ) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) The Hot Chick
( ) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2

Total so far: 20

( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle on 34th street - only the original
( ) Old School
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf’s Tribe
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
( ) The 40-year-old Virgin

Total so far: 20

( ) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
( ) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
( ) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
( ) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade

Total so far: 20

( ) Baseketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devils Rejects
( ) Elf
( ) Highlander
( ) Mothman Prophecies
( ) American History X
( ) Three

Total so Far: 20

( ) The Jacket
(x) Kung Fu Hustle
(x) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
( ) Monsters Inc.
(x) Titanic
( ) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
( ) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard

Total so far: 23

( ) High Tension
( ) Club Dread
( ) Hulk
( ) Dawn Of the Dead
( ) Hook
( ) Chronicles Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
( ) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
( ) Waterworld

Total so far: 23

( ) Kill Bill vol 1
( ) Kill Bill vol 2
( ) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
( ) Kingdom of Heaven
( ) the Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
( ) Army of Darkness

Total so far: 23

( ) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
( ) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
( ) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle For Endor

Total so far: 23

(x) The Matrix
( ) The Matrix Reloaded
( ) The Matrix Revolutions
( ) Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
( ) Team America: World Police
( ) Red Dragon
( ) Silence of the Lambs
(x) Hannibal

Final total: 25

For some of them I'm not sure if I have ever seen them or not... :P
I have the same no. of films watched as Janice. And, I have life, too?!

Roller-Coaster

Yes I'm missing from here for quite some time. I lost myself in a sea of confusion and problem, personal and from work. Yes, those things a new "student" of the university of society must get through. You find the principles you are told to stand for hardly fit for where you are situated. Especially when you are in some occupation that you are supposed to hold some stance, you'll be doubly confused. You begin to question why what you do is that sacred as they say.
Procrastination finally results in disaster. Questions to my ability, finally. Quite lost that you can't do what you do everyday, in my case to concentrate reading or making my coffee. And, the more you can't concentrate, the more you feel confused, and it goes on ad infinitum. And you get sick, real sick, almost like self defense, so that time freezes to give yourself a break from all these.
And if you are lucky you got something/somebody to take you away in some critical moment. And I have My Ms Bei. Once you get to this, you get back your faith and things will start to turn around. And I think I'm there, I'll be coming back. Soon. Thank You.

Take a break

I have been feeling tired physically and mentally in the past week. Today I finally collapsed that I desperately needed a break. This would be good because I could feel myself being re-energized and refreshed - having a sneezing nose for weeks, today I made the least sneezes with just less than ten up till now. It's a record. It's a good sign! Bless me!

I used to think a lot. I thought of human relationships. I thought of what I really looked for in my life. I thought of how mean the rules of earning a living was in this capitalistic, utilitarian and hierarchical society, and how helpless I was that I could only learn the rules and follow them in order not to be kicked out and survive. Two years passed after the graduation, I began to learn to be a "qualified" player under the merely changeable institution. I began to appreciate the "art" of networking. I began to work very hard to fulfill the day-to-day operation requirement. I began to prefer compromise to firming my stand point. Now I am fear of ruining a relationship. I am fear of not performing best suitably for anyone, anything. I am now trying to cope with the game rules that I used to challenge and suspect. More, I somehow starts to agree with it.

I become less critical and, gradually, I find myself think less. Sometimes I'm even not able to think. It malfunctions!

A time of silence thus becomes very, very crucial. It is a moment which I can clean up and restate my mind. I find myself back by a getaway. Even a one-day break helps me to relieve from the non-stoppable and busy life. Some people like to be drawn in such kind of life style, but I just can't stand with it if I don't even have a few minutes to re-think why I need to bear all of these.

Well, I'm okay. I love my job. I love my family. I love my boyfriend and I love to be embraced by my all-time lovable buddies. It's just a matter that I need a couple of silence or idle time. Being idled is no evil! And I'm pretty sure that I will be in a good shape and work more efficiently after the recharge!

By the way, I really miss my buddies. I can't wait to see you again. Yes, you you you.