Roller-Coaster

Yes I'm missing from here for quite some time. I lost myself in a sea of confusion and problem, personal and from work. Yes, those things a new "student" of the university of society must get through. You find the principles you are told to stand for hardly fit for where you are situated. Especially when you are in some occupation that you are supposed to hold some stance, you'll be doubly confused. You begin to question why what you do is that sacred as they say.
Procrastination finally results in disaster. Questions to my ability, finally. Quite lost that you can't do what you do everyday, in my case to concentrate reading or making my coffee. And, the more you can't concentrate, the more you feel confused, and it goes on ad infinitum. And you get sick, real sick, almost like self defense, so that time freezes to give yourself a break from all these.
And if you are lucky you got something/somebody to take you away in some critical moment. And I have My Ms Bei. Once you get to this, you get back your faith and things will start to turn around. And I think I'm there, I'll be coming back. Soon. Thank You.